Strange ideas in the middle of the night

It's always going to happen -- that, reading through stuff you wrote yesterday and feeling like it's total crap, like anyone could do better than you. Just, try to remember, it's all in your head, and that you're getting better at it. You see, I always thought that this one problem stemmed from my drive towards perfectionism. So... well, you see, it doesn't even make sense. In the end I just decided to keep writing -- although I changed that, somehow; I now write in my language -- and try to avoid reading the things I've written in the past. They're still getting comments, so I'm trusting those people, the ones who actually spend time reading through what I've written, to tell me I'm good enough, that the feelings I tried to describe got through. And that's what matters. Not what I think of them :)